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I have my very first boyfriend, as of Sunday night(November 8th). :D :D I've known him for about a year, and we started talking like we wanted to date this past summer. The only reason it took so long for us to make it official/exclusive is because A) He's 19, I'm 15...a little bit of an age difference, but I decided that if adults can do it, so can I. B) A few weeks after we started really 'talking', he up and moved to Florida!(He had a really good reason, and it's really complicated). It's so hard everyday to not be able to see him, but we literally talk 24/7(when we're not sleeping of course) and I talk to him on the phone every night before I go to bed. C) He's black. He's origannly from the island of St.Lucia, which is near the Bahammas. My dad has already warned me that if I ever brought home a black guy to just not even bother coming home, so needless to say, neither of my parents know that I'm dating him. I'm going to tell my mom eventually, or hopefully she'll just figure it out on her own, but my dad will never ever find out. So I had to take that into consideration...but I think my boyfriend is so worth the risk. D) We're both really really picky as to who we want to date, so we had this back and forth thing of sort of testing each other...obviously we both passed (: I haven't been this happy in a really long time. I'm hoping that we'll last for a while (: And he's coming to visit for Christmas/New Years, and I get to spend the whole time with him. I literally cannot wait!! Ahhhh, yay (:

I dont have any pics of him on my computer, so I can't show you what he looks like :P He's really cute and has an amazing body, so :D you should be sad that you can't see him lol. But looks aren't everything; he's the nicest guy I've ever known. He takes everything into consideration regarding my parents and our age(in New York, it's illegal to have sex with someone under the age of 16) and we already decided that we're not going to have sex until I'm 18(idk how well thats going to work out, but at least he's already stated that he doesnt want to force me into anything). He's not only beyond sweet to me, but to everyone else he knows/encounters. He's one of those guys that would do anything for anyone.

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