Why am I never quite good enough? People have a tendancy of bringing me in, raising me up and then dropping me. I should be used to it by now. But lets not talk about it, I rather keep everything bottled up and then let it all out in a rush, all at once.

I wish I was good at talking. Maybe then things would be better. People are so hard to to talk to though, I feel like they're judging me or like they dont care. So I keep silent.





fuck everyone. except karli.